Why does having Friends is a very difficult thing to do?
Sometimes, I really want to approach someone but I don't know what to say.. It's like It's the very hard part from the to-do-list..
I want to stand out, sometimes.. But having the thought of standing out might end up being embarrassing..
I really want to have a friend who will cherish me..
Who'll be with me at times when I'm freaking sad..
Who'll make me happy..
And most importantly,
Who'll struggle with me..
I want to feel safe when that friend is around, safe and secure..
I have my classmates.. We're so many, really many.. but I don't have friends in that loads of classmates.. It's just that I did once get embarrassed and I don't want that to happen again.. In my classroom, I'm smart but not that intelligent.. But at least I'm one of those honor roll student..
We have this popular guy, Not that popular, but he's a very Friendly guy.. He's charming and handsome. But I never go out and talk to him.. It's so embarrassing and all the girls in school have a crush on him.. They might bully me if I talked to that popular guy.. Let's just say, I like him, a bit..
So that's that..
I'll go eat my lunch now..
BYE!!
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